Thursday, February 19, 2009

So Here I Am Again, Lord

She's sick. I don't know why. The nurse said it might be because of the vaccine, but I don't know. You know- every little thing that goes on- You know. So here I am again Lord- afraid and the only One I can turn to is... You. Let it be nothing, let it be better, let it be... over. I am tired of the thoughts that race through my brain- slowly making me go insane. What if it turns into something more serious? What if she isn't the same afterwards? What if... what if... I get into so much more trouble by asking those two words. You are the I AM. The ALWAYS was, is and will be. So in my moment of fretting and thinking, worry and doubting- YOU ARE. Whatever happens You are the Mighty One, You are Prince of Peace, You are... God. So here I am again asking please let my baby be okay.